December 2010
14 posts
“& I Dont Know Why I Fight For You This Way”
– -DGD
+ Lemon Meringue Tie
“I believe in nothing, not the end and not the start
I believe in nothing, not the earth and not the stars
I believe in nothing, not the day and not the dark
I believe in nothing but the beating of our hearts…
I believe in nothing 100 suns until we part
I believe in nothing, not in satan, not in god
I believe in nothing, not in peace and not in war
I believe in nothing but the...
Dont You...
ever wish that you were in someones arms just to feel needed and safe. Well this is why i hate coming “home” for breaks. No one ever looks for me, no one ever wants to see how i’m doing. And granted i understand im miles away and im not the easiest person to hang out with, but you all know im here, alone. Y not check to see how i am, let me know you miss me. Is that selfish of...
fuck.
I havent felt this alone in succhh a long ass time. I just got back from chilln with my love, and i feel beyond empty. I wish i didnt ever have to leave. I wish i could stay with her all night! We both spilled our hearts out to each other today and i told her things ive never even spoken out loud before. Today was the first day i ever uttered words that before i would’ve sown my mouth shut....
TheMonster.
Is back. And i must say i have missed our tango! OMG i havent had good blow that made me wanna strip n shake n just feel fuckin fantastic in for-fuckin-ever! And im not all too sure how i feel about this last part but…i introduced ThisGuy to my monster…and he likes it. A lot. To the point where we made rules, cuz we’re partners in crime and we do most of everything together! It...
YAY!!!
So my day def turned out for the better! Tonight was amaziinggg!!! Went to the club with SweetHeart n SweetHeartsGirl. N there was a bunch of girls that we were meetin up with i guess. N also AwesomeChick, (formerly known as NeedsToGetOverItChick) was there too, though we were all a lil…inibriated it was fucking crazzzyyy!!! AwesomeChick n i danced almost alll nighttt! It was real kickass, i...
Help?
I cant breathe…she txted me. And wont stop…she’s saying all the things that a month ago i would’ve done anything to hear. But now…now i just dont wanna hear it..read it, see it. I cant handle this, im doing so good. Im happy. IMFUCKINGHAPPY! And the happiness comes from within, not some other source. I mean other people make me happy, but it doesn’t depend on...
:D!!!
Yesterday was AMAZING! Well it started out real real shitty, but i’ll talk about that later, considering that im handlin the situtaion now. WELL! As im gettn out my spanish class, i get a txt from PsychGirl and shes like “u wanna hang out before class” N im like OF COURSE! So we decide that she’ll come get me a 4:30. She comes and shes talking to her Bf on el telle n im just smokin listenin to...
Daddy Dearest...
GO FUCK YOURSELF.
Im not a little kid anymore and im sick and tired of your bullshit! I post one lil status of which i thought was HILARIOUS and he flips shit on me.
“So it makes is all ok because you changed the “F” for the “PH”. It makes me wonder, wow…not what I was expecting from you when you went to a classy collage. Who the fuck are you...